It’s the end of two weeks wait. Yes, it’s today.
Hopefully, we survived this unbearable period. It seems that the whole eternity
has passed.
I really hope our clinic will contact us today. At
least, they told us that HCG blood test is scheduled for today. I already
surfed the internet and learnt everything about first weeks after embryo transfer,
about development, tests and normal values. By this time, HCG should be quite
high already. We’re expecting to see a big number.
Gosh, it seems that today the time stopped. I’m
checking my email every 15 seconds. It seems I’ve gone crazy. Such a long way
behind and what’s ahead? Has it worked? How does she feels? So many questions
running through my head.
In any case, all that I can do is wait and hope for
the very best outcome. That’s why I decided to continue this diary. It helps me
relax a bit.
At first, I wanted to wait until the result and only
then update you. Anyways, I was silent for a long time that’s why I’m here.
Maybe some of you who are following my diary have
already got your BFPs during this time. Is there anyone? Happy expectant mom?
Please send your fertility vibes on me.
My husband tried not to talk much about it yet. He
knows I get too excited and nervous each time we start talking about surrogacy.
Moreover, my son got ill in a few days after we came back from Kiev so we both
were busy with him. He is still so young and needs care, attention and love. She
is absolutely fine now, hopefully. By the way, we’re getting ready to his
birthday party that will be on Friday – 4 years already. A big boy. Only our
closest people will be invited so it’ll be small family celebration. Still, he
wants to have a big cake and a lot of balloons so we’ll have to take care about
it. And of presents, of course.
Let me wish you a good day.
I wish all of us get only good news today.
I’m waiting for our 3 figure HCG test result. I hope
biotex replies promptly and won’t make me wait even longer than these
unbearable two weeks.